About me

After lived my live as an under average looking girl/ ugly in Thailand for about 3 decades. I have decided I must need to have somebody next to me, someone who loves me, who I trust the most, someone who will take care of me and I will, of course, take care of him, someone who I will spend the rest of my life with. YUP, I thought I found that person in 2008 which is about 6 years ago.

Picture of Ms. Joanna Ainscough around 2005 in Sydney, Australia. 

Why I called myself an under average looking or ugly girl? With the picture above which is my own picture a few years ago. I was very tan and pretty chunky! I was pretty big for Asian girl, can you imagine that? I was about 125 pounds with 5 feet and 6 inches. I also need to mention I am booty-full type of the girl or pear shape if you would like to call. 

So with this size of the girl, this look of the girl, and with my age, and my personality which was not the super sweet one who would only say, " Yes,honey. Ooooh... you are right., No, you did not do anything wrong., and some other stuff that a lot of guys picture Thai girl would be. no way I could find a boyfriend, is that sad? I am " One-of-A-Kind "and I am high in confidence with the education and working experiences. 

One day after being a single girl for quite sometime. I decided to go online with a big hope that I would find someone. I went to quite a few of free online dating websites and I finally sticked with one which is http://www.dateinasia.com/. By that time, it was not so much of the dating websites just like right now. My English was not so good and I still pretty naive for western culture. I knew a lot of guys over that website and a lot of them became my friends for chitchat to understand more of the other guys. Quite interesting, huh? So I was only 1 website and really frankly about who I was and what I wanted. Unlikely, everybody who is on the dating website now a day which we could call " liar and cheater".

Until one day, the day that I wish, I just REALLY wish if I could changed it back. The day that I decide to get marry and became Mrs. Ainscough. Too depressingly, I could not be an angle who would be so patient and stay in my marriage for almost 2 years now. But not sure who would or could do that beside the 1st Ms. Ainscough who has 3 kids that she did her best to have them not growing up in the broken family for over 20 years. I have soooooo much symphony for her any single time I felt bad for myself about my marriage.

Picture of Ms. Joanna Ainscough on her wedding day in Thailand August 3rd, 2008.

My Blog is not only about the sad parts of my life but including to the fun parts such as my childhood, my trip in many many places, my cooking skill in my own kitchen, my business and so on....

Right now, it is October 2014 where I have started to have more free time and enjoy talking about myself and some interesting stuff around me. I really like to know people and enjoy talking to learn new cultures. Please feel free to stop by and leave your comment on my Blog. 

Lastly, please excuse my English if you would not understand something in my Blog. I am not a native English and always willing to learn to get better in English. Just feel free to let me know the better and correct English grammars if you will.

Picture of Ms. Joanna Ainscough in October 2014.

The real last one, I finally got myself a pixie hair cut and still be in that style. How dare I was on that day, huh? Keep in touch with me so you will know me more and learn how to like a funny talkative girl who could talk and make you laugh all day long.